Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Tell me,
Do you love me,
Half as much as I loved you?
Please tell me the truth,
Spare me the lies,
I don't want my heart split in two,
What are we now?
Is this the death of beauty?
Has the sea turned wine red?
And then you look at me,
With pain in your eyes,
Do you hurt as much as me?
And now I know...
That the lovers have lied,
The doves have died...

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Inspired by the song Wine Red by the Hush Sound and Here by Rascal Flatts
not sure how the song 'Here' plays in but I was listening to it when it came to mind...

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

[Poetry:] When You Leave

When you leave
I hope you look back
And remember,
Remember the times.

When you leave,
Please don't be cold,
Hold on tight,
To those precious memories.

When you leave,
Don't leave me for good,
Say you'll be back,
And I'll stay,
And wait for you...

Thursday, August 12, 2010

Untouchable

Untouchable like a distant diamond sky, Mmmm
I'm reaching out and I just can't tell you why
I'm caught up in you, I'm caught up in you
Untouchable, burning brighter than the sun
And when you're close I feel like coming undone

Ava-Lyn sat there, looking at him. The two were best friends and he was dating one of her friends. Of which she had matched together. She couldn't possibly do that to them. She tapped her pen against the table and sighed inaudibly as he rambled on about some football game or whatever. She wasn't listening, but she was smiling. Yeah, she was smiling because he was with her now and she knew that they'd always be best of friends. Nothing would ever change that, as long as if she didn't tell him she liked him.

"Earth to Lynnie, are you still there?" Derrick said teasingly and she snapped out of it and blushed. She blushed because he had caught her and because his hand had been so close to her, but she should be used to it.
"No, football is boring," Lynnie said as she stuck her tongue out at him, "that's why Lily's all the way over there!" she said, pointing at the other side of the room where Lily was talking with some of their other friends, trying to avoid all the sports talk.
Derrick rolled his eyes, "gosh, no need to be so mean, it's not that bad..." he said.
"I beg to differ," Lynnie teased. She knew that was all they were ever going to be, and she was going to have to accept it, they were just friends.
Derrick chuckled, Lynnie loved that laugh of his, "Well, you put up with it like how I do whenever you zone out," he said.

If only he knew I zone out because he's there... Lynnie thought to herself before giggling.

In the middle of the night
When I'm in this dream
It's like a million little stars
Spelling out your name
You gotta come on, come on
Say that we'll be together
Come on, come on
Little taste of Heaven

Ava-Lyn laid in bed, looking up at the ceiling. It was going to be a long night. She rolled out of it and took a seat by the window and looked outside. The stars outside were shining, it was beautiful. She looked at it and sighed. She would make a wish on every star if she could. As she looked at it more closely, she seemed to see his name in the sky. Blushing profusely she shook her head. It was just her. He was untouchable, he was Lily's. Her best girl friend's boyfriend. That meant off limits. But those tiny stars still seemed to form his name.
 
Lynnie wished she had the courage to tell him, or better yet, for him to tell her that he was deeply, madly, truly in love with her and only her. But she didn't and he didn't love her, so that was impossible. 

It's half full and I won't wait here all day
I know you're saying that you'll be here anyway
But you're untouchable
Burning brighter than the sun
Now that you're close I feel like coming undone

Lynnie sighed again. The stars winking at her. She walked over to her dresser table, opening the little drawer and pulling out an old album book. She fingered the edges of each image. There were pictures of them since they were five. They were definitely going to be best friends. And now the newer one that rested on the vanity table was half empty, pictures of Derrick with Lily instead of with her and she felt a bit sad. She was sad because she was never going to mean so much to Derrick.
 
Still, a girl could wish. But he was untouchable, never to be hers. And she bit her lip, because if she didn't she feared that the tears might fall. And she looked at the stars. That night, Ava-Lyn fell asleep looking at the stars.

In the middle of the night
When I'm in this dream
It's like a million little stars
Spelling out your name
You gotta come on, come on
Say that we'll be together
Come on, come on

Oh, In the middle of the night
Waking from this dream
I wanna feel you by my side
Standing next to me
You gotta come on, come on
Say that we'll be together
Come on, come on
Little taste of Heaven

Ava-Lyn got ready for school. Nothing different about that. She looked at the bulletin board, it was filled with pictures of her and her friends. A lot of them were of her and Derrick though. She smiled and as she put on her book bag she touched her favorite one. Lynnie had told them all that it was the worst picture of her, but she secretly liked it. He was with her and attempting to make her mad by kissing her cheek, and she was squirming away, laughing. But that was over a year and a half ago.
 
With that she left the house, and hopped onto her bike. She started to bike outside his home, like every other day and stopped outside. She walked up the steps to knock on the door. If he made her late again she was making him pay for her new headphones.  But there was a note there.
 
Left earlier with Lily. Sorry! Didn't want to wake you!
- D 

Oh, oh I'm caught up in you
Oh, oh, oh
Untouchable burning brighter than the sun
And when you're close I feel like coming undone

In the middle of the night
When I'm in this dream
It's like a million little stars
Spelling out your name
You gotta come on, come on
Say that we'll be together
Come on, come on, oh oh

Lynnie arrived at school, a bit later than usual and sighed. She opened up her locker, filled with little glow in the dark stickers. They were all stars and like last night, it seemed to spell out his name. She bit her lip and pulled out her binder and textbooks. This was not supposed to happen. Then a note fell out as she pulled her textbook out.
 
Going home with Lily today! Don't wait up for me! Sorry.
-D
 
Lynnie sighed. He really was untouchable, he'd never be hers because he was Lily's. She walked down the halls to her first class and someone hugged her from behind. Lynnie dropped her books in surprise and it scattered across the light blue tiled floors. She was surprised and she turned around, expecting someone to kill her or something like that. It was just Lily.
 
"Lily! You scared me!" Lynnie exclaimed as she picked up her books. Lily bent down to help.
Lily giggled, "Sorry Lynnie, it's just that I want to get Derrick a present, because it's his birthday next week and I was wondering what would be best for him," she said.
 
And foolishly Lynnie spilled everything. Telling her everything that Derrick liked. He liked to watch horror movies late at night, but he only watches it with people over. His favorite color was a dark maroon color. He loved football and wanted one autographed. Derrick acted tough sometimes but he was a softie inside. She told Lily everything. 

Oh, Oh, In the middle of the night
Waking from this dream
I wanna feel you by my side
Standing next to me
You gotta come on, come on
Say that we'll be together
Come on, come on
Little taste of Heaven

Like a million little stars, spelling out your name
Spelling out your name

Lynnie found this ridiculous. She sat at home, it was his birthday today and he had gone out on a date with Lily. They always spent the day at the movies then sundaes when it was either one of their birthdays but it was different now. She hugged her pillow, wishing it was him she was hugging. She sighed. She was so foolish. It was now nine PM and he promised to call when he got home.

Ava-Lyn picked up her phone, fingers trembling as she punched in his number, the one she had memorized by heart. She held the phone to her ear, and with each ring her heart raced faster.
"Hello?" a voice asked. Derrick's voice.
"Iloveyoubutyoudon'tlovemeanditsalrightbecauseyou'reuntouchable," Lynnie blurted out, unable to hold it in any longer and she hung up right away, wondering how stupid she could get.

A moment later her phone buzzed with a new text.
I love you too, but as a sibling
-D

He broke her heart once and for all. It was because he was untouchable, he wasn't hers and never going to be.

[Have You Heard?] Prologue


Have You Heard?
Prologue- Tori Wayland; unknown
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"I heard she was there because she murdered someone!" one kid exclaimed excitedly, a mixture of fear and awe.

Tori Wayland, a girl who was misunderstood. People call her a murderer, some call her crazy. But she's not. She's a normal girl, if only you could see that too. So she stands at the entrance way. Boarding school, her face shows no emotions but she hates it here. Her black suitcase at her side, it's a monogrammed LV one, a distressed leather jacket and a pair of torn jeans. Her black combat boots were laced up to her knees, and one look at her made you feel scared. She had a menacing look in her brown eyes as the students stared at the raven haired beauty. They're talking about her, yet they don't know her.

So she makes her way, she rolls her suitcase towards the school. 'She's going to kill us' some kids whisper, that's what they all say. If only they knew her for who she really was. If only you cared enough to get close to her. But you don't and now you're wondering who this girl is again. Well... this girl is Tori Wayland, and Tori Wayland is me.

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Poetry [Back Then]

Remember before?
We laughed and giggled,
And smiled without a care.
Remember yesterday?
We went out,
Had some fun,
Then came home broke and smiling.
Remember last week?
We hugged and smiled,
We swung on the swings,
Singing as we touched the sky.
Remember last month,
We went to the movies,
We smirked and pretended to be prima donnas.
Remember the past year?
Back then,
When we laughed without a care,
When we still friends,
And looking now,
It's all gone.

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

[Prologue] Of Family, Love and Schemes

So... this was my RP on Snitchseeker... but I have a feeling it's going to go inactive... so I'm going to make it into a story here ! :)
Enjoy it. And also...
Disclaimer: I do not own the world of Harry Potter; it was created by J.K. Rowling. This is not for profit, just mere entertainment.
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Lauren looked at Loralie with pleading eyes, "Promise me you won't tell anyone I'm here, please, Loralie..." she said, almost whimpered, "I can be expelled..." she said, blinking back tears.

Loralie bit her lip and looked away from her twin's eyes. She knew she had to decide. She didn't want to tell the professors about this, but she really should. On the other hand... Lauren was her twin, her younger sister, and she couldn't let her be in trouble. Loralie opened her mouth, ready to say no. She had covered for Lauren so many times, and this was the last. Loralie looked Lauren in the eyes.

"I promise..." Loralie said, regretting saying that immediately, "but promise me, that you won't come here again, that you'll abandon that plan of yours," Loralie pleaded.
"Of course, I promise," Lauren said with a smiled as she hugged her older sister, "thank you!" she said before the Slytherin gathered her things and left with a huge grin on her face.

That was in their sixth year.  And the summer of it had passed by quickly, in the blink of an eye, it was once again time for school. Yawning, Loralie woke up grinning. The Ravenclaw quickly changed into her robes and pinned the Head Girl badge proudly onto it. After getting ready, Loralie walked next door and rapped on the door three times before opening it, to see Lauren stuffing something quickly into her trunk. Loralie was a bit suspicious of it, but disregarded it. Lora dismissed it as her twin just being lazy and doing last minute packing.

"Ah, running a bit slow today, aren't we?" Loralie teased her twin playfully with a twinkle in her eye.
Lauren tucked a stray piece of hair behind her ear, "Uh... yeah, I forgot to pack some stuff," she said simply before grabbing the handle, "Let's go now, actually, you head on first," Lauren said with a shrug of her shoulders.
Loralie just smiled brightly, "Alright, I'll be at the platform... see you later?" she said a bit questioningly.
"Of course!" Lauren lied cheerfully and gave her sister a wave before she left.

When Lauren was sure her sister was gone, from the sound of the car pulling out of the driveway, she closed the door behind her and leaned against it, relieved that Loralie was gullible. She took the book out once more and smirked. The dark, leather bound book with the silver name emblazoned on the bottom of the back and on the front a few words...

Journal: Property of Tom Marvolo Riddle

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So...? Thoughts? :)

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Poetry [My Biggest Mistake]

My Biggest Mistake
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I told you I loved you,
That was mistake number one,
I fell in love with you,
That was mistake number two,
I kissed you,
And that was my mistake number three.

You told me you loved me,
That was your first mistake,
You fell in love with me,
So that was mistake number two,
And you kissed me,
That was your third mistake.

I told you I hate you,
But I don't,
Mistake number four,
I turned and walked away,
That as mistake number five,
And the biggest mistake of all,
I fell right back in love with you...

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Poetry [Perfect]

Perfect
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Looking in your eyes,
There's nothing left in there,
No heart, no soul,
It's just a shell,
And I try to remember the times,
When your smile lit up the room,
Your eyes like fire,
Burning with passion,
You were my perfection,
My everything,
But now you're not,
Just hollow and cold,
You were perfect,
And that was what you made me:
Perfect.

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Haven't posted in forever. Sorry!!! ><;; Will try my best to update more often! Promise. :)

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Poetry [I've Given Up]

Poetry [I've Given Up]
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I look up at the stars,
Are you thinking of me,
Like I'm thinking of you?

I look down on the ground,
Pluck up that blade of grass,
And release it,
Allowing it to fly away with the wind.

I rest my head against the soft ground,
And I know I've given up,
I was a fool,
And all I can do,
Is hope you remember me...
Like I remember you.

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Poetry [Typical Day]

It was just a typical day,
Another day trying to find my way,
It was just another sad song,
Another soul lost and unheard.

It was just a typical day,
Tears curling down those pale cheeks,
It was just another broken heart,
Another person shattered and hurt.

It was just a typical day,
Till I saw your face,
It was just another person,
But it was different.

Friday, January 8, 2010

Poetry [Down The Road]

Poetry: Down the Road
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Down the road someone looks at you,
And you look back, unsure of what to say,
The person walks over, casually without a care,
And you're cautious,
Your mum told you not to talk to strangers,
Your daddy told you not to talk to boys,
Yet you open your mouth,
And words come out,
Your words tripping and stumbling,
And down the road,
No longer there,
He's in front of you,
He gives you that smile, a confident one,
Your mum's words run through your mind,
Your daddy's too,
But you take his hand,
You walk with him thinking it's all good,
And you're walking towards the sunset,
Towards the sunshine,
And you're happy,
You're high and giggly and so hopelessly in love,
Your mum hates him,
Your daddy doesn't trust him,
But you love him and life seems so perfect,
When he walks away,
Back down the road,
I'll let you know now,
Nothing is perfect,
Your love walked away,
Your heart is in pieces,
You can't tell the difference between reality and fantasy,
But that was only with him,
Everything's laid out,
All black and white,
Because you should've listened to them,
You should've listened to your mum,
And listened to your daddy,
Because they were right,
And you know that now,
Take this all in,
Remember how he walked away,
All the way down the road,
And remember how you were confused,
And despite how your mum and daddy,
Tried to tear the two of you apart,
They were right,
They love you more,
And will forever watch you back,
They won't walk down the road,
And leave you alone,
They'll love you forever,
A parent's love...

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♥ ObsessionWithASlytherin: Over and Out.

Wow... pretty long right? I don't even know the point of the poem... x.x I don't even know what it says... LoLzxx

xx :3

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Confessions [Chapter One: How This All Started]

Story: Confessions
Chapter One: How This All Started...
**Note: May be giving up on The Love Bet ♥ it's getting hard to write... ><
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"So maybe I shouldn't have, maybe it was my fault. I knew what I was, I knew what I could do, and how extremely reckless I was. It was wrong of me as well, I shouldn't have done what I did... but I did... and it led me to you..."

It srated off with me in the old manor that was rumored to be haunted...

The manor was old, it was very old and rumored to be haunted. I didn't care, it was my home, and besides... it wasn't haunted, not at all. And as for all the rumors about it, my ancestors had created them, it's a wonder what a little power of persuasion and a little glamour charm would do. But now... they're all dead, we, being who were, were cursed with eternal life... not immortality but eternal life. However, they had been killed, all of them killed by the filthiest species in this world, and maybe all other worlds: humans It's all their fault that I was alone, and why my kind, as well as all the other creatures, all hated me and started to hunt me down waiting...

I walked out of the grand doors of the beautiful manor, ready for yet another day in the land of the mortals. I was out on the sidewalk, with my glamour charm on, slightly grateful that I didn't tan or burn easily... and that I wasn't a vampire... or a lamia as they prefer to be referred as. I walked silently and carried my bag carefully. Then someone whizzed past me on a bicycle and I turned to glare at whoever it was, but unfortunately, I forgot to stop walking and tripped, stumbled and fell.

And guess who I fell on, a stupid filthy human The sole reason as to my predicament now: alone and defenseless. They were alson the reason as to why I was beign hunted down!

"Watch your step," I snarled at the person who ahd fallen with me. He looked at me weirdle and I rose from the ground [unlike a zombie] to glare at the human boy a little bit more.
"I'm... sorry?" he said in a confused tone, a questioning tone. I ignored the boy's answer and rolled my eyes. Before walking away and after he rose, I pushed him out of my way, causign him to fall back down to the ground: where he belonged.

I picked up my bag before walking down the streets to the school that wasn't too far from my home. While walking, I continued to curse the existence of humans in my mind. Finally, I stood there, allowing the sun to beam down on me, looking at the perfect manicured green lawns, that were being watered as I watched, and a huge school. I wasn't intimidated though, instead, I strode right into the school like I belonged there: which I didn't.

"Excuse me, Juliana coming through," a girl said in a snobby, perky tone that made me brand her automatically: cheerleader
"If you want to go through, Barbie Doll, ask," I sneered in a sickenly sweet voice that could've given me a cavity, "besides, you're so fat, what made you think you'd fit through?" I said with a smirk, maybe it wasn't a good insult, but girls like her [airheads] always fell for those stupid trivial comments. She immediately gasped to check her waist.
"I'm not fat," she pouted with those lipgloss covered lips.
"Could've fooled me," I cackled before flipping her the finger and walking away, still laughing and giving everyone the impression that I was an idiot.

I was walking down the halls, trying to find the class that I supposedly belonged in. Where ever that was... I swept my raven black hair into a ponytail. If only I was eighteen... I'd be a full demon and wouldn't have to be here. Id'd be able to incinerate the stupid humans who stood in my way... absolutely anyone... and on top of that... I'd reach my full power.

I opened the door with the same numbers that the card indicated and walked in. I took a seat far from the preppies, the jocks, the cheerleaders, the wannabes, and all the other little cliques that had been formed after sixteen and a half years of living in this god foresaken town. I didn't want to be like one of them, hence why I didn't try to fit in, I was special and I knew it.

Someone took a seat next to me. I wish I came into full pwoer, I was looking forward to sitting by myself. Besides, if I came to full power, I would be able to incinerate those filthy monsters that have tried to destroy me, and I'm proud to say that they have all failed. However, trying to destroy them was hard and healing myself was just as hard, if not, harder... I turned my attention to my long nails painted black like my hair. I pulled out a nail filer and started to sharpen them. However much it freaked out the person next to me, he didn't move, much to my dismay.

"Hey, what's your name?" he said casually as he recovered from the shock.
"It's none of your concern," I snipped as the teacher tried to shout over all the voices of the juniors in the classroom.
"SERENA DAMON?!" the teacher managed over the chaos in the room as I looked up with a bored expression, still filing my nails.
"Was there something you wanted?" I said coolly, however, you may call it coldly.
"Nothing, dear, it was just role call," she stammered as I rolled my eyes and turned away.
"Serena?" the boy who sat next to me said as he placed his hand on my desk.

I slammed my newly filed hand down onto his, and the nails dug into his skin almost drwaing blood. I could see the look he had, he was in pain and I thrived on that: the pain. I wouldn't have him in any other way but that... I dug my nails in deeper and broke through the skin causing him to bleed for real.

"Speak to me once again, you pathetic excuse of a human and you will meet your death," I growled menacingly as I removed my hand and he saw the ruby red droplets of blood.
"I was jsut wondering why I never saw you before," he scowled as he took a tissue to stop the bleeding, "there's no need to act so paranoid," he added simply as I rolled my eyes for untempth [A/N: iThink iSpelled that wrong] time that day.
"Apparently, I don't care," I gritted out each word through my teetch as I heard the bell ring.

I picked up my bag from the ground and stormed out of the classroom. I hated humans. IT should be wrong that I had to spend time with them, it should be wrong after what they did to me, after what they had taken from me. But it wasn't wrong, and I'm stuck here or else I'd have to fine some other place to hide so they wouldn't find me... but once I'm eighteen... I won't be able to walk around so freely anymore...

"Hey, Serena!" someone shouted behind me, "wait up," he shouted, the boy.

If... if only I could dispose of him... if only... The boy was so stupid, so, so, so incredibly dimwitteed. I continued to storm through the halls blindly, trying to find my classroom. He caught up to me easily and grabbed my arm. I turned to glare at him with my glamoured blue eyes. But I felt the charm slip away and through his eyes, I saw my coal black eyes. He looked at my furious black eyes, blacker than the night, and released my arm... he looked at them more deeply and took a step back before running away with uncertain fear...

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Author: So... so what do you think? :] I thought it was pretty good for the first chapter after a lot of editing on my iPod... xD Comments please? They all go in the right hand side, the chat box. Constructive critcism is also welcomed... :3

♥ ObsessionWithASlytherin: Over and Out

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Poetry [So Close, Yet So Far]

So Close, Yet So Far
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I'm running down the road,
Everything's out of my reach,
I keep running,
I'm trying to stay on my feet,
And I keep trying,
It's still out of reach,
Trying to reach that door,
But it's never in my grasp,
It all keeps slipping away,
My hopes, my dreams,
Slipping and so far,
I'm getting closer,
And yet, it's so far away...

♥ ObsessionWithASlytherin: Over and Out

Poetry [Free Falling]

Free Falling
--

I'm free falling,
Tripping over the rocks and cracks,
Stumbling over my words,
All when I see your face.

I'm free falling,
You're mushing up my mind,
You're making me forget what I was gonna say,
All when you look at me.

I'm free falling,
My heart's racing,
My face's blushing,
All when you told me you loved me.

♥ ObsessionWithASlytherin: Over and Out

Poetry [I'm Alone]

I'm Alone
--

So what now,
Now that I'm alone,
Now that you've cleaved me apart,
Noe you're with them,
Now I'm alone,
So what will you do now,
Will you proceed in tearing me apart?
You're with them,
I'm alone,
You broke me apart,
Lied to me, faked to me,
I have no way to break free,
Now I'm alone,
You're in the distance,
What now, what about later?
You walked away,
I'm all alone,
A lonely spectator in the distance...

♥ ObsessionWithASlytherin: Over and Out

Poetry [Find The Words]

Find the Words
--

I can't seem to find the words,
And tell you the truth,
I'll hide it inside,
For fear of what you might say,
You can't see the little faked smile,
And I wonder if you know me at all,
I'm searching inside,
To somehow relieve this pain,
And I can't seem to cry,
For fear of rejection,
I'm trying to say,
Something and nothing comes out,
Maybe I'll find a way,
To finally say,
How sick I am of pretending...

♥ ObsessionWithASlytherin: Over and Out

Poetry [Stand]

Stand
--

She's down on her knees,
Tears streaking down,
Her worst fears are all coming true,
And she hopes that the rain can wash them out,
But if you'd just take my hand;
Just make a stand,
I can show you a world,
A new world,
And I can help you,
I'd stay by your side,
So just stand...

Friday, December 4, 2009

Confessions [Prologue]

[Confessions]Prologue: How To Tell You...? ♥
**NewSeries!! iWill Still be writing The Love Bet ♥ though!! >:
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I didn't know how to tell you this. Believe me, I really didn't. If I did maybe we'd still be together instead of having me run away from you, instead of having me hide from you. I want to be with you, to have you hold me in your arms, even now, after all those lies I told you. After hurting you so much, after tearing you apart and watching you tear me apart...

That's what leads me to being here now, writing these last words before I am finally hunted down and killed. Because I'm evil. Because... because I've done something so terribly wrong and because I have harmed others... I need to finish writing this before they find me and they'll finally hunt me down and I'll be killed. I deserve this fate, I know I do. But... I need to tell you everything, tell you everything before they find me and kill me off. And I write this now with deep regret.

I am evil. I can't believe what I am. It's all my fault and the world is in chaos. Soon the darkness will claim your world too. I was so stupid, so foolish. Because I fell so, so, so hopelessly in love... in love with you...

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Comments in the right hand side. :3 Comments are appreciated. Criticism is welcomed.
♥ ObsessionWithASlytherin: Over and Out.

Monday, November 23, 2009

Short Story [Tears in Her Eyes]

Short Story [Tears in Her Eyes]
** Must upload next chappie of Love Bet soon!! ><
*Comments go into the chatbox on the right side. :3
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She looked up at the skies, begging for her tears to stop welling up and stop trying to fall. Next to her was the boy she thought she'd always love, always stay with. He was lying on the grass next to her but she was sitting, her arms around her legs as she pulled her knees closer to her dress. Then there was the sound of his phone, the ringing echoed in her ears.

"Why aren't you picking up the phone?" she whispered softly.
"Um..." he tried to find the words as his phone rang loudly, the only sound in the silent, cool night.
"It's her isn't it?" she asked as the ringing mocked her, made her wish for her to be everything the girl he loved now was.
"I-," he tried again, but the ringing stopped, and he stopped as well.
"Call her back, it's alright with me," she said as she avoided his brown-eyed gaze.
"Are you sure, Liz, I don't have-," he started.
"Dan, just go, just... go call her back," she finally managed to say as he got up from the ground and walked a little bit away, just so that she was out of ear shot.

She didn't want to cry, he knew that. He saw the green eyes of hers glistening in the moonlight, but he didn't want to believe that he hurt her. She didn't want him to believe that either. But if only, if only he knew, if only he knew that she had loved him for real, had a whole future set ahead and all of the plans included him. But he didn't, and now, she'd never tell...

He was walking back, across the cool green grass lawn as she continued to look up at the pitch black night that was set aflame by the twinkling stars. It was a romantic scene, the trees that arched gracefully and the boy and girl there. But all love was gone, only two friends trying to hold onto their friendship as best as possible only to fail.

"You have to go, don't you?" she asked.
"I'm sorry Liz, I'll make it up to you," he promised with sorrow.
"No, I understand, you have to watch her, go on, I'll be fine," she said in a monotone voice, a dead voice.
"But-," he started.
"No, I totally get it, just go," she said as he walked towards his car and when she heard the engine in the distant, she broke down and cried.

There were tears in her eyes, every day afterwards. She walked with a shadow over her emotions. She didn't know what to say anymore, or what to do. She looked straight ahead the next day, and saw him. His arm around the girl's shoulders and she remember, it used to be me. She walked away, at least, thats what everyone thought. Each step was another piece her heart was being ripped away, each second of living without him was another stab. She didn't know what to do and he looked at her later. He looked into her eyes, and the two of them saw the same thing. They both saw Elizabeth with tears in her eyes and the ghost of the happy girl she used to be.

She walked away, far away and she hoped to never come back, but misery followed and as she walked she cried, the tears she told herself she'd hold in fell, and she cried till tears were no longer in her green eyes. Till she told herself she'd hold it all in till it was time to cry again... and she didn't know what to do, so lost and so confused...

Monday, November 2, 2009

Short Story: [iThink iLove You...]

Short Story: I Think I Love You...
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She's sitting there, she's not that far away from him. And he glances at her every once in a while but she's too busy, she's too lost in thought. She's always lost in thought, lost in her own little world. But something about her enticed him, led him towards her...

"Miss Wilderson, please pay more attention," the teacher, who was probably underpaid or not being paid enought for what he had to deal with everyday, sighed.

Her head snapped up and she dropped her pencil on the desk. She was drawing something. She always was. He looked at her. Her face was a bright red, flushed in embarrasment. She looked at the board as the teacher once again began to go more indepth about the joys of nature and something else about Biology that went into the boy's right ear and out the left.

Daniella always sat by the window. And the boy a few seats behind her. He never really saw her face though, only the back of her head. Or maybe more like her hair. Her long golden hair that fell down in unruly curls that looked nice on her. He was staring at her, he kenw he was. All his friends knew about this little crush and soon the professor shouting his name brought him back to Earth.

Before Thomas knew it, Daniella pulled a chair up next to him and opened up her science textbook. He was confused. What had the old fart been talking about again?

"Um... so what do you want to do the project on?" Daniella said in her normal soft voice.
"What project?" Thomas looked around in confusion.
"The science project... you know... the term project...?" she asked in confusion as he remembered it as something or another.
"Oh... um..." Thomas stammered. It seemed as if he lost his thinking ability whenever he was around her.
"It's okay, we can just brainstorm soe ideas, jot it down on seperate papers, mark it off as what we want to do and give it back to each other and then decide," Daniella suggested as Thomas shrugged and they got to work.

Daniella sat down at her desk ready to do her homework. She pulled out her Biology homework and remembered the project. Pulling out the lined paper she marked off the ones she hated in red and flipped over to the back.

"I Think I Love You..."

The paper flew onto the floor as she released it and her phone started to ring. She picked it up and held it to her ear. In her normal soft voice she greeted the person.

"Hey, did you get the Biology project thing?" Thomas asked nervously.
"Yea..." Daniella said nervously.
"Can you tell me what I wrote for the last five words?" he asked.

After a moment of silence, Daniella gathered up her courage and took a deep breath. A blush on her face that no one was around to witness, and her wits gathered.

"I think I love you," she said finally as he smiled to himself.
"Me too..." he said before the two hung up.

It each left the other wondering. What did this mean now...?