Poetry [So Hard To Say]

IT's so hard to say,
Everything i want to,
Simple questions i don't want to answer,
And the words all in the back of my throat.
I want to tell you everything,
But I'm afraid of hurting and getting hurt,
It's time to step up to the plate,
And take a swing,
THere's nothing more to lose,
Especially since now we don't act the same,
Especially since now we aren't close,
Nothing is right,
Nothing is what i want,
Everything has changed,
And i think only I noticed the change...
But maybe I'll find my voice,
So i can finally tell you,
But it's so hard to say the simple words,
I'm afraid,
Knowing you'll never be there,
The simple hellos in the halls are different,
They're no longer the same,
Maybe i should tell you,
But it's so hard to say...

Poetry [You Don't Know Me]

You don't know me anymore,
And you used to think you did.
You used to be the one i relied on,
The one always there,
But if you think back to the recent memories,
Was I in them as well?
You claim you know me,
But what if everything was a mask?
What if we were never friends,
just allies?
You don't know me,
Not before,
Not now,
But maybe you'll find out...

The Love Bet: Part 16 ♥

The Love Bet; Part 16
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"Mom? Where are you?" Mariete paniced as she awoke from her sleep to see darkness. She had forgotten that she couldn't see.
"Honey? What's wrong?" MAriete's worried mother cooed.
"I'm scared..." MAriete admitted.
"Brenda... there's a boy named Victor who's here to see MAriete..." MAriete's father said.
"Let him in," MAriete said softly.
"Good morning Mr. and Mrs. Welsh," Victor said politely as he took a seat next to Mariete and the parents left the room.
"Hi," MAriete said softly as she felt her heart beat a little faster.
"How're you feeling?" Victor asked with concern.
"How do you think I'm feeling?" Mariete snapped.
"Well... you just hit your head. It's not that bad..." Victor shrugged.
"What do you know?" MAriete asked as she tried to move her arms.
"Why won't you look at me?" Victor asked in confusion.
"I CAN'T!" MAriete yelled.
"Why not?"
"My arms are paralyzed. I can't turn to face you. I'm blind
meaning I can't see!" MAriete cried as Victor looked at her in shock.

Victor was looking at MAriete as if she was crazy but MAriete couldn't see. Though she couldn't see, she felt the pity. The second Victor opened his outh again she knew she'd hear pity. She knew it was all a lie. IT was for the stupid bet, and she kept reminding herself that. She knew that she was using him to make Derrick jealous too, and she didn't feel bad for anyone. Derrick deserved it, and Victor was his sidekick.

"Are you alright?" Victor asked with concern.
"I don't want your god damned pity! I want to be me! I want to go back in time, i want you to leave me alone!! I want to be able to see, and able to move again! BUT I CAN'T AND LIFE SUCKS THAT WAY!" MAriete screamed as Victor just looked at her in sorrow.
"I'm sorry you feel that way," Victor mumbled.
"I'm not!" MAriete snapped.
"I'll just leave these here.... Get better soon," Victor muttered as he set the flowers in the empty vase by the hospital bed.

Mariete heard the soft click of the door close and she tried to think of the last things she saw. She wanted to be able to do more things then lie here and wait for death to claim her. THe whole scheme was ggetting stupid, she was falling. She was falling in love, and she was going to land hard. And she hoped she made the target. MAriete let out a sigh and felt a soft pinch on her arm then she was unconcious once more...

The Love Bet: Part 15 ♥

The Love Bet; PArt 15
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Mariete stared at the equations on the white page. She stopped her work and glanced out the window. The sun was setting and the sky was streaked with pinks, oranges and purples. She rose from her seat and walked to the balcony in her room. She opened the double doors and sighed. The sky looked so beautiful, the clouds glowed with a light and then her computer let out a small chime and MAriete ran back in and swirled in her seat to face the computer.

Derrick_RocksxD: ur gunna pay...
Derrick_RocksxD has signed off

Mariete rolled ehr eyes at the obvious IM and twirled her pen between her fingers thinking. Then she placed the pen on her paper and started to write. HEr mother knocked on the door and MAriete continued to scribble. Her mom peeked over MAriete's should and sighed. Her mother retreated and left but came back shortly with a tray where there was a plate of noodles covered in tomato sauce. IT had a little basil sprinkled over it and there were a few meatballs. THere was a bowl of soup and MAriete sighed. She finished up her homework and slipped the papers into her bag then walked over to the table there. She took the tray out into the balcony and sat at the table there.

She sat at the white chair and looked at the beautiful sky. She glanced at the covered cansas in the corner and smiled faintly. She speared her meatball and bit into it. She looked at the darkening sky and spponed some noodles into her mouth. Mareite finished up her dinner and carried the tray back into her room. The sky was darker not. The reds and oranges and light purples were replaced with shades of blue and bordereing on black. A few stars twinkle in the sky and she just thought she saw a shooting star.

Mariete carried the tray to the kitchen where her mom was busying herself with plates. Mariete walked a little closer to the sink where she accidentally slipped and the tray went flying. She had hit her head against the marble counter and the tray landing a few feet away. Her mother ran over to the girl lying there and checked to see if her daughter was alright.

"HAROLD! Your daughter!!" her mother screamed.
"What happened?" Mariete's father asked quickly as he raced to the kitchen where the unconcious girl lied.
"She slipped!" Mariete's mother cried.
"Call 911!!" he said quickly as his wife ran to the phone by the microwave.

MAriete lied there, looking peaceful, and the world was dark to her. Her parents were worried and her mother was rambling on the phone. Soon a distant siren was heard and the body was placed on a stretcher then into the ambulance. She couldn't hear a thing and she lied there. Just lying there.

"Will she be okay?"
"She is fine... but there might be some problems. She should be awake in a few days," the doctor assured the worried parents.

Two days later:

"Where am I?" Mariete groaned as she tried to touch her forehead to find out she couldn't move her arm.
"Harold! Get the doctor!" Mariete's mother said in fear.
"Why can't i see?" Mariete gasped as she tried to look around.
"I'm sorry, but i didn't know this would happen," the doctor said apologetically.
"Help! I can't see!" MAriete cried as she reached blindly for someone.
"Calm down," the doctor said gently as her mother tucked her back into the bed with trembling hands.
"Will i be blind forever? Why can't i move my arms?" MAriete cried.
"It should be temporary," the doctor assumed.
"It better be!" Mariete snapped as the doctor left and MAriete's mother started to cry with her father holding her.

Mariete wanted to cry. But she felt no tears. She wanted to see a little. Even if it was all in shades of grey... but she couldn't see... everything was so confusing...

Random Speech Thingy...

I read this and i just had the urge to post it... lolz.
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'What I have learned is that life is all about choices. I've made a lot of mine. Yours are still to come. And you'll have a lot of choices to make. Which job, where to live, who to love, when and if to have kids. Sometimes you will make the right choice and sometimes you will make the wrong choice. But you have the freedom, the liberty and the independence to do what you think is right for yourself'
- Melissa Jacobs

Poetry [Here Again]

Poetry [Here Again]
Here I am again,
Staring at the same crescent moon,
Wishing on the same old star,
And getting heartbroken.
Here I am again,
Wondering if you'll ever come back,
Because I hope you know,
That I have no regrets,
And if only I could be there,
With you,
And not here,
Again...

The Love Bet: Part 14 ♥

The Love Bet; Part 14
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'Today was a pretty normal day. I would say more, but i know that if i do you'll laugh. Apparently you don't really know me. I know where all the old journals are in the library. I also know of your affair with the li- oops. I wasn't supposed to say. But let's face it, you're a "professional" and you DON'T know what you're doing. You're just going alog with it, copying notes off of other English teachers during meetings, sleeping during reading time. And robbing lesson plans off others. Seriously, when are you planing on doing your work? And you better give me good grade or else my pictures will "accidentally" fall out of my bookbag and be lost in the halls. It's not like your really reading all of this, your only reading the first line, the middle line, and the last line and judgin it by how much we wrote. So you shouldn't realyl grade us. Just give us a 100%. You're too lazy for everything else anyways. Well, since you're such a loser, i decided not to make you read even more about your failures. You should just resign, retire, or whatever. Kill yourself... or something. BYE LOSER TEACHER!'

Mariete smiled at her work. After yesterday's two texts she started to ignore everyone else. Then on her desk, her phone buzzed. IT was so sudden that MAriete jumped out of her armchair and grabbed her phone.

'LEAVE THE SCHOOL!'

Mariete wondered who this person could be. She had been avoiding a lot of people, mainly Victor... She had found out everything after finding a note in her locker...

"I really like you... will you go out with me?" that was what the note said. Signed with his name and MAriete rolled her eyes.

She wouldn't admit that she liked him too. It's just that Victor probably figured everything out and her life would be ruined. Besides, what would happen if it was another stupid love bet? She didn't want to suffer.

At home, Victor waited for Derrick to arrive. He wanted to call off the bet. he really liked Mariet, and didn't want to go after her for a bet. HE genuinely loved her. He never used the word before. Besides, it helped that she was the same girl he was in love with from a year ago. He sighed when he realized that Derrick was twenty minutes late. Victor grabbed his cell phone off his cluttered desk and his phone vibrated.

'If you go after Mariete, you're going to pay...'

Victor rolled his eyes and his phone vibrated once more bringing Victor's attention to the phone screen.

'I'm not gunna be there till latee. So juzt txt me w/e u nded to tell me. Buzii.'

Victor rolled his eyes at the text because he knew that Derrick was never going to be responsible. Derrick needed to learn from his mistakes and Victor sighed as his fingers flew across the full keyboard.

Mariete looked at her pile of textbooks and grabbed her math textbook. She grabbed a few sheets of looseleaf and started to copy down problems. Mariete tyed her hair back and her cellphone vibrated once more. MAriete rolled her eyes and grabbed her phone once more.

'I'll be watching you... And if you go after Victor, you'll pay'

Mariete chuckled at the stupidity of the person who sent it. She noticed that the person had not hid their phone number. She grinned and clicked call. It was going to be interesting.

"Hello? This is Helena, how may i help you?" the girl's voice said through the cell.
"Helena, don't ever bother texting me again," Mariete snapped as she hung up and blocked the girl's cell off her phone.

Helena stared at her phone in disbelief. How did Mariete know her phone number? How did she figure out it was her sending her texts. She ignored the comments and turned to her computer screen.

OMGiTzH3L3NA: She figure it out. Plus, she mite rly like Victor. Wat shud i do?
____________: I'll figure it out. Bsides, there's still the bet...
OMGiTzH3L3NA: OMG! You're so smart!
____________: Nah. You're just dumb.

Victor pressed send and he sighed. He threw his phone onto his desk and waited for Derrick's reply...

MAriete sighed and got back to work. She had no clue why she signed up for all the advanced classes. She glanced at her black leather book and sighed. She didn't want to turn it in... But maybe... just maybe... Victor was sincere. MAriete took the book and wrote down all her thoughts in it. She was going to be sooo dead.

Derrick glanced at his computer screen then at the clock over his bedroom door. His phone buzzed and he opened the unread text.

'I'm calling off the bet. I rly like her, and im not gunna let it ruin everything. sry. i o u.'

Derrick glared at the phone and then turned to the computer screen. He double clicked on a preson's screen name and told the person what was happening... MAriete was going to pay...

Poetry [Broken Wings]

These broken wings will heal,
I may not be sure when,
But I'm keeping hope and faith in myself,
And i know that someday,
Even if my wings are broken,
I'll at least fake a smile,
Before it all comes crashing down again,
And I'll put up a fight,
So I know that i hadn't surenderred,
And as I fall,
I'll tihnk about it all,
I'll remembered the past,
And smile at the memories of when,
I had my wings,
And how i didn't need to fake a smile...

The Love Bet: Part 13 ♥

The Love Bet; Part 13
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"About a year ago I gave an assignment to the class. It affected thir grade, it made up 90% of their grade. This year, i will be selecting four students from this class to put their project in the library and it will affect 70% of your grades. THe four students will be Mariete Welsh...." Mr. Hermit said but MAriete stopped listening when she heard her name.
"The assignment is to keep a journal, feel free to include personal thoughts..." the teacher smirked as MAriete sat there dumbfounded.

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'So here i am, writing this load of bullcrud. It's stupid! Everyone may have to do it but why does mine have to be in the library? Is it just because I'm new? Gosh, you're so races. Stupid desperate teacher who has no life. Get laid or something!!' MAriete wrote in the library.

Mariete finished up on the very brief entry and grabbed the journal that she always read from.

'Fine! I'm getting sick of hanging with him anyways! What kind of friend is he? Always judging my actions like he's the king or something! Dammit! He needs to grow a heart! I hate him! UGH! Dammit! Now i'm sounding like a girl!! ITS ALL YOUR FAULT!! IF it wasnt for stupid Derrick, Mariete wouldn't have left!! I have no cluw hat I'm writing now either!! BUT YOU BETTER WATCH OUT MR. HERMIT! YOU BETTER WATCH OUT!!'

Mariete read that short passage and she put two and two together. This person could only be one person. After all... who else was so close with Derrick? MAriete cried silent tears, she seemed to be doing that a lot lately. She packed her bag and her cellphone rang once more... She flipped it open and saw a text message.

'I know your secret.'

Mariete felt the phone vibrate once more.

'If you know what's good for you, you'd transfer or else you'll pay.'

Mariete's cellphone dropped out of her hand and her face paled. Who could this person be?

The Love Bet: Part 12 ♥

The Love Bet; Part 12
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Mariete tilted her tead towards the sky and hugged her knees close to her chest. She let out a sigh, and bagan the story of her life...

"A year ago, i left this school. I was overjoyed. The one i thought i loved used me for a et, and then he broke my heart. On top of that, my friend for life, decided that popularity was more important and left me a few days before the heartbreak. It was all because of the Love Bet. So many girls were hurt by it. A geeky little nerd like me couldn't resist the temptation of one of the most popular boys in school. I changed my looks, i got rid of my old wardrobe so that i wouldn't bring his status down. But i guess it was all false," MAriete said quietly as Victor listened.
"..." Victor had no words to say.
"Are you okay?" Mariete asked as she looked at the boy lying besides her.
"By any chance... was the boy's name Derrick Kingsly?" Victor questioned.
"Why?" MAriete asked not wanting to say more than needed.
"Because i think i might know..." Victor said.
"I'm sorry, but i have to go," MAriete said quickly to avoid the questions. She grabbed her bag and bolted under the fence to the school. She gave a quick backwards glance to see Victor lying there, deep in thought.

Victor stared at the clouds in the sky. If she starts to avoid him, he knew that he would lose the bet. He only had one month, but did he want her to be hurt again? She had to suffer through the bet once already, could she live through the pain and humuiliation once more? He let out a sigh as th eclouds started to move. He closed his eyes and let the wind tossle his hair. Then he stood up, classes ended soon, and dismissal was nearing...

~One Week Later

"Excuse me!" MAriete yelled as she raced to English as she slipped ona paper. She tried to grab someone for support only to drag the person down.
"Slow down next time," the boy smirked.
"I'm so sorry!" Mariete said in a rush as she grabbed all of her books and shoved them randomly into her bag.
"No problem," the boy said.
"I gottta go! Sorry!" MAriete said as she stood up and glanced at the boy. It was Victor. She ignored it and ran up the stairs to ELA only to be blocked by Helena.

Helena stood there, outside the staircase exit. MAriete rolled her eyes and tried to push back Helena only to be forced to stay. Helena smirked and grabbed MAriete's arm in a death grip. Helena dragged Mariete to the roof and threw her onto the floor.

"What the god damned hell do you want?" Mariete sneered.
"I want you to stay away from Victor," Helena said sweetly.
"Why should I? It's not like you like him or anything," MAriete said as she rolled her eyes.
"You don't deserve him. You'rea geeky nerd inside, no matter what you do, losers don't become alphas," Helena scoffed.
"Then why don't you figure that out for yourself, because then you're pretty much a loser yourself," MAriete snapped as she grabbed her bag and stood up. She dusted off her white blazer then glared at Helena. "Go talk to your reflection, I'm not the friendless one."

MAriete ran to her ELA classroom just before the bell rang. She slid into her seat and opened up her notebook. Life was so complicated...

Poetry [A True Friend]

A true friend,
Helps you up when you're down,
Hugs you and tells you everything's gonna be alright,
And will always stand by you.

A true friend,
Will call you for no reason at all,
Will tell you all their secrets because they have nothing to hide,
And will always stay strong for you.

A true friend,
Wouldn't judge you,
And wouldn't care if you're crazy,
And they won't tell you lies.

A true friend,
Will stay when it's raining,
Run when you're both joyful,
And best of all,
Just be there with you...

And a true friend,
Is someone you can rely on,
Someone you know who won't EVER let you down,
Because they have your back,
And won't ever let you fall...

Poetry [Believe Me]

Believe me,
When i say that i love you,
BEcause i have never said that,
To the others.

Believe me,
When i say that I'll stand by you,
Because i have never done that,
Or even tried.

Believe me,
Because i believe in you,
You'll find your wings,
And spread them,
Just believe me,
BEcause i love you,
And have faith in you...

The Love Bet: Part 11 ♥

The Love Bet; PArt 11
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"Mariete..." Helena started.
"What?" MAriete snapped as she tapped her foot impatiently.
"I know..." Helena continued.
"You know NOTHING about me. Everything always has to be about YOU! How do you expect ME to be friends with someone like that?!?!" Mariete growled.
"No it's not! I know who you are! You can't hide it any longer!" Helena sneered.
"Then REVEAL me! I don't givea flying f--k anymore! I never did ANYTHING to deserve a friend like you! I was the shoulder you cried on whenever you were teased, i was the one you ran to when you had problems! But who did i run to? NO ONE! BEcause you were NEVER there for me! You were too wrapped up in your ideas of being popular!!" MAriete screamed at Helena as tears fell down her cheeks.
"I'm sorry you felt that way about me, but life goes on!" Helena sneered as she just turned on a foot and left MAriete standing there with big fat tears rolling down.

Mariete sobbed as silently as she could as she stumbled out of the library and into the halls. She ran away from the library to the bathroom. She couldn't face the rest of the world right now. IT hurt too much. As she ran to all the bathrooms she heard laughter, so she ran towards a place no one ever looked.

MAriete ran to the pond behind the school. She ran to the side of the pond and sat there, and she ignored the fact that there was a boy sitting there, leaning on the tree.

Mariete cried silently as all the tears fell into the pond. It made little ripples and Mariete's reflection disappeared from the sparkling water. SHe turned around to look for a smooth flat pebble only to see him there, looking at her in confusion.

"Care to tell me what's wrong?" Victor asked as he took a seat by her side.
"No," MAriete said bitterly as she bit her trembling lip.
"Why not?" Victor asked.
"BECAUSE THE WHOLE WORLD IS MESSED UP!" Mariete yelled as she pulled a few blades of grass out of the ground.
"Why?" Victor asked.
"Because of her!" MAriete snapped.
"Who?" Victor continued.
"Helena..." MAriete sighed.
"Why are you mad at her? You just met her," Victor said, confused.
"No... i met her about three years ago," MAriete sighed.
"Sounds like a long story," Victor sighed.
"IT is..." MAriete snapped.
"Well, i have time," Victor said casually as he leaned back and rested his head in his arms, staring at the clear blue skies.
"And this is what happened..." MAriete started...

True To My Heart; a Love Story [Part Three]

True To MY Heart; Part Three
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REcap:
Soon after the text was sent, Jared's cell phone buzzed with the answer. And his heart started pounding... and sweat formed, then he pressed the button and the message opened...

--
Now:

"GRACE!! YOU DONT HAVE MY SHAMPOO!!" Kristy shouted through the door.
"IT'S IN THE LEFT CABINET!" Grace yelled back as she waited for the reply.
"BUT YOUR TAMPONS ARE IN THERE!!" Kristy called with shock.
"WHY ARE YOU WASHING YOUR HAIR ANYWAYS?!?!" Grace yelled with embaressment.
"Because i feel like it! I'll be out in thrity minutes! I reek!" Kristy said.

Then Grace's cellphone rang.

'Can we meet up?' was the simple text, and Grace felt her heart flutter...

~~

"WOOTT!" Jared yelled as he jumped on his bed when he read the text. He texted a reply quickly and threw his phone on the floor as Warren quickly picked it up and read the screen.

~~

One Hour Later; At the Arcade

"WARREN!" Kristy squealed as she hugged Warren.
"Kristy!!" Warren squealed.
"THis isn't a sad story where everyone dies so don't suffocate each other," Grace said as she rolled her eyes.
"Relax!" Kristy said.
"Yes! How are you so sure?" Jared smirked.
"BEcause Sad stories don't end like this," GRace smiled softly as she hugged Jared once more, and the first time in months. THey were together again, and GRace loved being with him.

~~
Ten Years Later~

"Jared Mason Andrews, do you take Grace Herring Summer as your wife?" the priest asked.
"I do," Jared asid solemnly as he eyed his soon to be wife.
"Do you, GRace Herring Summer, take Jared MAson Andrews as your husband?" the preist asked once more.
"I do," Grace smiled as tears rolled down her face.
"I pronounce you, husband and wife. You may now kiss the bride," THepriset said as the couple ate each other's faces.

It was a love story, and the couple smiled at Kristy and Warren. THey were holding five year old boy's hand and smiling at the two. Life was perfect. Grace had listened to her heart and recieved what she dreamed of...

And now she tells the stories to others... Once upon a time...


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END!!

THe trilogy is over!! Hope you liked it.
:D

Poetry [Reality]

I let myself get caught up in my dreams,
MAybe i should just open my eyes,
To see the night sky,
And see the truth,
That sparkles like the stars in the sky,
MAybe i should wake up,
And smile my own smile,
Because i can't be stuck in a fantasy,
When I have to face reality,
No matter how blissful i seem in dreams,
Reality will always catch up,
So i open my eyes,
And cry a little longer,
Because my fantasies don't exist in the world i live in:
Reality.

Poetry [Let Go]

Let go of all the pain you're holding onto,
Let go of all the tears,
Cry for once in your life,
Because there's no need to always be strong,
Let go of all the troubles,
BEcause one day you'll realize,
It wasn't worth holding onto it.

Poetry [Just Like Glass]

You had my heart,
And it fell from your grasp,
It shattered just like glass,
It could never be repaired,
It could never be whole again,
And as you look for all the pieces,
Some smaller than the others,
Some smaller than a grain of sand,
And like glass,
Never to be whole,
Never be the same again,
Like an ornament it was,
When you were done,
You wouldn't care,
IT couldn't be fixed,
So you threw it out,
Just like the shards of broken glass...

Poetry [Tears]

The tears are a soul's essence,
With every tear dropped,
Another piece of yourself is lost,
Never to be regained,
THen when you finally rise,
Everything comes crashing down,
And you fall again,
This time it hurts even more,
Because another piece of you is gone,
Never to be regained,
Like the tears on the ground.

True To My Heart; a Love Story [Part Two]

PART TWO; TRUE TO MY HEART
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GRace knew what to do now. She either had to let go, or give in. But the choice was what to do about it afterwards. She felt like she couldn't live without him, but she didnt want to get hurt again. She was going to give in...

Morning broke through the pale blue curtains and shone on the sleepy faces. Grace muttered a few curses and reluctantly woke up to see Kristy snoring. Grace wrinkled her nose and walked into the bathroom.

When she left the bathroom Kristy awoke and yawned. It was now eleven in the morning and the girl was STILL tired. Kristy shuffled to the bathroom and then locked the door. When Grace heard the click she grabbed her cell phone off the nightstand and scrolled through the text messages she had recieved in the past few days.

'I'm sorry' was what 78 of the 110 messages said.
'Forgive me?' was what 20 of the 110 messages read.
'Please?' was what the remaining 12 stated.

Grace rolled her eyes at the texts then the device vibrated with a new text.

'Plz forgive me... I'm rly sry...' the text read as Grace closed her eyes in thought. She had about four more minutes untill Kristy came out of the bathroom.

Her fingers flew over the keys and her reply was sent. Grace deleted all the text messages and then wondered what would happen next.

Soon after the text was sent, Jared's cell phone buzzed with the answer. And his heart started pounding... and sweat formed, then he pressed the button and the message opened...

The Love Bet: Part 10 ♥

The Love Bet; PArt 10
-IT was supposed to be iploaded yesterday but my gay internet wouldn't let me.... :o
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'Seeing her once a day was how i got through school. She was like the sun, she was my world. I hate my friend at the moment... Why did he have to hurt her? Aw... dammit... i'm starting to tell you about my life again... You better be burning this after you're done with this!! You better or else you'll pay... yes... i know... empty threats... dam i miss her... okay... i'm going to shut up now... i hate you...'

MAriete bit into her sandwich as she flipped the page.

'Day four, or was it day five? without her... I wish she was still here... the stupid bet... all because of the stupid bet!! SHUT UP MR. HERMIT! I KNOW YOU'RE LAUGHING RIGHT NOW!! If you send me to the psychology freak person in the school you'll regret it!! ARGH!! I wanna just rip out all the pages and say my dog ate it. And i really have a dog so you can't do any shit about it! I don't even know WHY i'm writing this! I might as well jsut throw it out! Except it's worth 90% of my grade! WHY THE HELL 90%?!?!?! WHY NOT 20%? That way i can actually pass instead of fail this stupid ELA class. And do you know what else? You decided to donate twenty kids' projects to the library for the rest of the world to see. And you picked mine!! Of all the seventy kids you have you chose me!! I hate you!!!!'

MAriete stiffled some laughter as she read this. This boy was hilarious, at least, she assumed it was a boy. If it was a girl she'd freak at the fact that a possible bi-sexual or lesbian came to the school. She shook her head and finished off her sandwich then flipped to the following page.

'MAybe I'm overreacting at the loss of her. But I've moved on! I swear! I dated twelve oter girls in the past three weeks! Okay.. now i'm DEFINATLY revealing too much. Not my fault you cant get a date for life! If you're wondering where are the entries inbetween here and then, i ripped them out. They revealed too much, and since you're putting it into the library, I don't want anyone knowing who i am, hence why there is no name in here at all. You know i won.'

Mariete needed to do some serious research about this mysterious writer. Who could it be? And why did he rip out all the pages. Then Helena ran into the library screaming at Mariete. What did she want now?