Only Hope [epilogue]

REcap:
Selena got shot. :|
She died.
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-Chealsea's point of view.

I held onto Selena's hand, hoping she wouldn't die. the time we spent together was too short. Kids weren't meant to die. I would've given up my life for her. But she was gone. I felt her pulse. It was gradually getting slower and Selena's mother was crying and running to the phone dialling 911. Her mother couldn't believe that the family's best friend was a murderer, the one who killed her precious daughter. A distant siren wailed as it neared, and Selena's pulse slowed a little more... Then i saw a tear slide down her face and her pulse stopped. Just like that, her pulse had disappeared.

The ambulance stopped outside the house and put Selena on a stretcher. They had came too late... Selena was now gone, she had faded from the world. As they started to chatter about the deep wound i walked up the stairs in a daze. I walked into Selena's room, and sat on her bed. I found a diary sticking out of the corner of her bed. Curious, i took it out and opened the lock. A note fluttered out of the diary...
And i then realized it was all meant to be...
--

The End...

What the note said:
Dear Chealsea;
I knew that i was going to die in a week after my release. If you're reading this I'm most probably dead. I'm sorry for causing you grief, and i hope that you can forgive me for everything i have done wrong. Never forget me because even though i am dead, I'm living as well. The place i now reside in is your heart. I will never forget you, even when I'm dead, so please don't forget me...

Sarò per sempre nel vostro cuore [I will be in your heart forever]

--
;o finally over.

Poetry [Candy Land]

There's a candy land,
Where ice cream are oceans,
And cookies are boats,
There's a candy land,
Where lollipops are gates,
And twizzlers are ladders,
There's a candy land,
Where chocolate chip muffins are buildings,
And sour patch grew in gardens,
There's a candy land,
Where chocolate are mountains,
And jolly ranchers were cars,
There's a candy land,
Where cupcakes grew on trees,
And People were M and m's.
There's a candy land,
And that's where I belong~

Poetry [What We Used To Be]

Your words stung me hard,
As tears streamed down my face,
My heart hurt so much,
When you said you didn't want to see my face,
Your friendship i depended on,
A fire that was lit,
Was dosed with water,
And now my heart aches,
Memories of us laughing,
And paaing notes in class,
Memories of us acting,
And trying to make time pass,
Memories of our friendship,
And you trying to make me mad,
Memories of the good and bad,
But now it's no longer there,
Your friendship i had needed,
And your words to light my life,
Your helping hands once right there,
Has seemed to disappear,
I miss all those times,
When we were best friends,
You said it would never end,
But now we're stuck with,
What We Used To Be...

Only Hope [final!!]

Recap:
Today was the day...and i knew that...all good things...have to...come to an...end...--


"Surprise~" Chealsea said as she threw her arms above her head into a pose.
"Why you here today?" I teased.

Chealsea had been a little too protective of me. And I didn't really like it but i knew it was because of the accident.

"I have a present for you~" She sang.
"Really?!!?? Where?!!" I jumped as i ran around her looking for it.
"Close your eyes~"
"Okay?" I said as i shut my eyes.
"Put your hands out," Chealsea commanded.
"Mmhmm..." I muttered.
"Here you go~"

On my palm was a box, a pearly white one, with a blue ribbon. And it was pretty. Did i mention that the box was shiney too? It had glitter on it. And the blue ribbon was soft~ Did i mention it
was really pretty?



I destroyed the box. In it was a beautiful charm bracelet. It was Chealsea's charm bracelet. With an extra charm. The charm was of a heart. A silver one to be exact. And to be even more exact it was an engraved heart. And to be even more exact it was inscribed with: Chealsea & Selena<3 Friends Forever, in a beautiful swirly script.













(A.N. It's not over yet)
















Bang! Bang!
a gun had been shot.
the man ran away. Everything seemed so fuzzy.
"SELENA!! SNAP OUT OF IT!!"
I peered down, blood was oozing out of my stomach.
It was the end...
"hahaha!!" an evil laugh went.
"Honey!! don't leave!!" my mom screamed.
A single tiny teardrop slipped down...
and i didn't exist anymore...

--

*To be continued.... not~
A.N.:
It will have an epilogue in Chealsea's point of view. wasn't this story predictable?? x3

Poetry [Somehow, I'll Just Find a Way]

Somehow,

I'll find a way,

To break free from you,

And cry all I want.

Somehow,

I'll find a way,

To leave you behind,

And be myself again.

Somehow,

Someday,

I'll find a way,

To walk out of your life,

But that day is not today,

And that day will come,

And I'll be waiting,

So these chains will be lifted,

Somehow...

I'll just find a way...

Only Hope Part 8...

[eep... we just keep getting closer to the end... >;o]


Recap:


My eyes started to water and i processed everything through my brain. My doctor was a murderer and i don't know what may have happened to me... I ran home scared, but most of all nervous about what was to come..


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"Hey mom, I'm home~" I yelled as I walked through the door.



My beautiful mother ran down the stairs, her face streaked with tears. She had been crying, and it was probably because of my memory. But I no longer blame myself, it was all the stupid doctor's fault. He was a murderer, he killed my dad, and my mom just said that he was our best fri- WAit WHAT?!?



"Honey, the doctor was so kind. He helped us when things were rough. He was best friends with your father when he was still alive." my mother explained soothingly.

"That stupid motherf**king son of a bi***..." I muttered under my breath.

"Selena," my mother gasped, "that is no way to talk about someone who saved your life and help you regain your memory."

"Says you..." I mummered.

"That is it! Selena go to your room!" My mom stated as she pointed up the stairs.



Muttering swear words under my breath i stomped up the stairs to my room where i slammed the door and threw myself onto my bed. I pulled out my diary, and started to write in it.

--

"Honey, it's time for dinner" my mom called.

"Coming!!" I yelled down.

--9 days later--

Today was the day...

and i knew that...
all good things...

have to...
come to an...







end...</3

Poetry [Maybe Someday]

Maybe someday,
I'll finally get a clue,
Maybe someday,
I'll finally find out the truth,
But that's all for another day.
And I'm satisfied,
With living with the lies...

Maybe someday,
I'll finally shine,
Maybe someday,
I won't fake a smile,
But that's all for another day,
And for now,
I'm living with all the fakes...

Maybe someday,
I'll finally see,
Maybe someday,
I won't be so blind,
But for now I'm here,
And I don't care,
About these...
Anymore....
but maybe someday...
I'll care...

My Scheming(Behind the Scenes, and other Info on "To Forget")

This Is An Absolutely Positively True Story Of Hate Life. My Scheming and Planning And How You can Be Like Me.
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My name is Elixa N. Camile.
And I hate this boy named Maxwell.
Every girl thinks he's beautiful.
Every boy wishes they were him.
He's a player.
He should drop dead....
--
Elixa: Hi everyone. My name is Elixa. but you should already know that. Everyday i add to my list on ways to murder, oh. i meant get rid of [glares at writer] people I hate. At the moment I hate Maxwell. [but the writer hates someone else.]
Me: You weren't supposed to say that.
Elixa: I wasn't? [pretends to be shocked] oh wells, too late. [grins evilly]
Me: Just stick to the script
Elixa: You mean this? [shows me a piece of paper with cuts through it and lil drawings of a guy being tortured in many ways.]
Me: Nevermind...
Elixa: [shrugs] okay...

--

Ways To Get Rid Of Preople I Hate

My idea:

- Hire someone to kill them

Why this is such a brilliant plan:

- Because i don't have to do the work myself.

Why this won't work:

- Where am i going to find a murderer? And don't those guys cost a million bucks or something?

My Idea:

- Drown Them

Why This is such a brilliant plan:

- It'll be fun and my evidence can be eaten by a shark

Why This won't work:

- How am i going to drown him? And where am i going to find a shark even if i drown him?

-- New ideas come out with every time a chapter is posted.

:]

Only Hope Part 7.

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teehees... bunniiee... o.o"' yea... completely random...
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Recap:
We were both happy and then it all went black.--Wake Up Selena--"Chealsea," I breathed out.And the world finally seemed clear.
--
"Doctor, I have my memory back..." i muttered.
"Do you know where you live?" He asked tilting his glasses down a bit as if to get a better look at me.
"yeah... 1764 Apple Lane," I rattled off impatiently.
"hm... interesting..." the doctor said taking some notes down on a piece of paper.
"Does this mean that i can go home now?" I asked unable to hold in my excitement.
"Are you sure you remember everything?" the doctor asked a bit too coldly.
"What the hell do i need to do to prove to you that i have my memory back?!?" I snapped.
"Stop talking to me with the attitude because ther is something i should tell you..." the doctor said sharply.
Rolling my eyes i asked, "What?"
"You see... you may not live that long even though you are fine for now..." the doctor said smirking.
"And why's that?" I asked with my chin tilted in the air
"Because you are a stupid stupid girl... You are way too trusting just like your stupid father..." He snarled.
"What? What about my father?" I asked quietly like a little girl.
"Your father was a fool he thought that he could outsmart me but it shows now who wins. After all, I was the one who murdered him... You're dismissed, and believe me... If you tell a soul about this... you'll be sorry..." the doctor said with a glint in his a eyes and a smirk on his face.

My eyes started to water and i processed everything through my brain. My doctor was a murderer and i don't know what may have happened to me... I ran home scared, but most of all nervous about what was to come..

-To Be Continued...

Short chapter... :

To Forget; Prologue

This was the last time, I'm not going to give in anymore. No matter how much he pleads, it was all his fault. He can blame himself for everything. He cheated on me and i forgave him, time and time again. But not anymore. I was going to stand up to him, he didn't know me. He has no idea what I'm capable of... but i know, and this time he was going to be sorry.

-[When I First Saw Him]-

He's the guy that every guy to be and every girl wants to be with him, but me. Everyone wants to fall in love, except for me, no boy can make me swoon but i swear he can...
He has this charm about him and i don't know what. Maybe this is what they call love... maybe this is what everyone wants and needs... Maybe i have found my true love... or maybe it's just another fake...

One Hope Part 6!!!

Recap:
“Doctor, what is wrong with Selena?”“Well, she’s having troubles…”“Meaning?”“She lost her memory.”Chealsea fainted. And all that time I was eavesdropping I wonder what the doctor was talking about.
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"How did she lose her memory?" Chealsea asked.
"We believe it was because she was so lost in thought that she had not realized that a car was coming. She was hit hard and was unconcious for 5 days." The doctor replied cooly.
"Do you by any chance know if she'll ever regain her memory?" Chealsea asked nervously.
"There is a slight chance she might, but it depends if she is able to the people she have once known first." The doctor said.
"Oh... okay..."
--meanwhile--
"Hm... I wonder what this is..." I said as i pulled open a drawer.
I opened the drawer and there was a pretty silver bracelet there covered in charms of all sorts.
"Ooh... This is pretty..." I said to myself as i fingered the blue dolphin.
"Oh... Okay..." I heard someone say as they walked.
"I wonder whose this was and why it looks so familiar..." i muttered as i slipped it onto my hand.
--
"Doctor, you have to help her gain her memory back!" Chealsea said desparatly.
"And why's that?"
"Because she's my best friend!"
"Then it's up to her to decide if she wants to remember or not." The doctor said and walked away, but no one saw that smirk on his face.
--Selena's Dreams--
"Look at the dolphins!" A girl with red hair and green eyes exclaimed.
"They're so pretty!!" I said with glee.
"C'mon! Let's go sit on their backs and go around a little bit!" The girl said as she walked towards the dolphins and away from me.
"Okay~" I replied happily rushing to keep up with her.
I sat on the dolphin as it started to go in circles and the girl held onto the fin of the dolphin and followed it away. We were both happy and then it all went black.
--Wake Up Selena--
"Chealsea," I breathed out.
And the world finally seemed clear.

To Wish On A Star [prologue]

[prologue]

“To wish on a star,” Daphne said in a daze.
“What?” I asked curiously.
“I wonder what it like is to wish on a star,” Daphne replied.
“Hey! You can wish on one tonight at Star Falls!!” I said with wide eyes.
“Mum said that I couldn’t go, but it’s not fair that Brian can go,” Daphne whined.
“Why can’t you go?”
“Because, I’m 7 and Brian is 10!”
“That’s not fair,” I said upset.
“I know, but guess what; I’m going to sneak out!” Daphne chirped happily, she was obviously proud of her flawed plan.
“I don’t think you should sneak out… It’s not right…” I said worriedly.
“I hate you! You’re supposed to be on my side!” Daphne said in fury.
“But it’s not safe…” I whimpered.
“Miranda Grain, I’m no longer your friend!”
“Fine, Daphne Alexander Hernando, I’m no longer your friend either!”
“Fine!” Daphne said as she stormed off home.
“I hate you!” I yelled as she walked away.
***

“Miranda, come on down. We’re going to Star Falls now~” my mom called.
“Coming mummy,” I said.
***

“Daphne, your babysitter will be here soon. Bye honey,” Daphne’s mom stated as she kissed her cheeks.
“Whatever,” Daphne said as she rolled her eyes.
“Brian, darling~ it’s time to go.”
As Daphne’s mom walked out the door with Brian at her side, Daphne smirked. She had a plan; she was determined to wish on a star.

[End prologue]
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“If I could wish upon a star, then I would be here in your arms…”
-Wish upon a Star; Samantha Mumba

- so what do you think?-

Just To Let You Know::

This is my new blog,
I figured since it was a new year, i needed to move on and get on withmy life. So i made a new blog. I will still be posting on my old blog: xD3VilxGRLx.blogspot.com.
This is the new and improved blog.
So maybe the stuff posted here will entertain you more,, and i will finish the story "One Wish" with bethyaz. I'll post it on my old blog. :)
hope you have a nicer life then me.